I’m so much better.
Oh so much better.
I’m me again. Maybe better. Brighter? Definitely.
It was like a reboot of sorts. Incredibly painful and sucky but I got through it, dammit.
I am badass. Hear me roar.
I feel beyond lucky to have such supportive friends and family. Where would I be without you?
Coinciding with my climb out of the hole of depression is my extreme inspiration from, seemingly everything:
- The endless sky.
- Music – specifically Lenka and Robyn, which have been pulsing from anything that would play music so loud that I could feel it in my skin, letting it seep into my pores and brighten my soul. It works. I swear.
- Art – nothing specific, in fact, most of it is nameless. Graffiti here and there, a well styled print ad, the guy at the bagel shop’s tattoos.
- Books! (exclamation mark intended and necessary) I read Visit from the Goon Squad and Just Kids in the span of 2 weeks and was blown away. I highly recommend both. The story in Goon Squad was creatively woven, I was in a constant state of awe of Jennifer Egan’s talent. Just Kids will stay with me for a good long while. It was intoxicating and ignited somewhat of a creative explosion in my brain. I see things differently after having read it, if that makes sense. I’m itching to press the book I love so much into the hands of my sister, whom I love so much, knowing she’ll adore it too.
- PGP, HJ and Finny P. Everything I am, I owe to them. They encourage me to “just show up.”
Here’s to more happy days!